has been one big crazy time.

haha honestly, i think im so used to being busy especially through the entire december and all the way until now, when orientation ends, im going to have some serious work-withdrawal symptoms. i cannot imagine simply doing nothing but studying >< i would love to help out and involve myself in blyc and floorball all the way until june, but i know that there'll really be some disasterous consequences later. it doesnt help that my parents are constantly nagging me everyday.

in fact, i think it might actually be a good thing that my mac fried. having a really slow computer now seriously limits the amount of time i spend slacking away on the com. hopefully it turns into something more productive instead. actually this com isnt too bad. other than the fact that the keyboard is really puny and its a windows and thus runs at the speed of a snail, its not too bad. i mean, at least its small and i think i look totally cool running around poking a tablet during orientation hahahaha. (oh dear im turning weird ><)

orientation hasnt exactly been all that i'd hope it would be. i think its really partially my fault, and partially out of my control. i really cant help it that im in plogs and need to settle all the admin work. i mean, someone has to sacrifice and do it anyway, so there'll be someone in this position. if nothing else, at least i feel a sense of satisfaction and accomplishment at having handle alot of the background stuff. like marking attendance, giving out shirts/ opacks, sorting the jae/ appeals, ensuring that the logs are there so that the activities run smoothly, yeah, i think im pretty happy with what ive been doing (:

i guess its also my fault that i havent been spending time with my og... i couldve gone the extra mile to go meet my og during whatever free time i had, but im always too lazy/ tired to meet them and be rar-rar. thats my fault. i guess i'll try my best again this week, and really try my best to bond with my og even though all my mornings are taken away. hopefully someone somewhere can see my effort and make things easier for me. heres hoping for a better week (:

on the other hand, im really really glad and grateful to have such supportive friends and batchmates. i think the entire oteam (or at least those ive talked to) have been really great at understanding when i accidentally raise my voice at them, or sound kind of impatient >< and i would really want to thank them for being so accommodating and understanding, even when i whine to random people haha. i glad that theyre so easy to talk to and im glad to have made such new friends during the period of orientation (:

then theres my usual besties (: the people that stick by me no matter what. no matter how stressed i get, no matter how angsty i get. thankyou for being there for me (: i love yall! your support means more to me than yall will ever know.

you know who you are, and im really really thankful that youre always here for me, through smses and calls and all. youve been really awesome and helpful- helping me take notes during lectures and always lending a listening ear, and being so eager to help me out at every juncture (: i owe you loads. now i wonder if youre smart enough to read what you cant see.

thanks for all the sweet stuff (: